Really, I am.
I have a child who spent his whole day hitting people and chucking rocks at his friends. (I try to explain to him that this is neither a good method for gaining nor keeping friends. I digress.)
I am the number one influence in said child's life. He is with me when I lie down and when I rise. Where can I flee from his presence? (Bath tub. But only sometimes.) He mostly follows me.
God bless him; I have influence.
I have Internet access.
That's a good thing.
I almost only hear
I hear people talking about how we know too much about everybody's business, and how the Internet makes life way creepy.
I hear people who are down on the Internet.
And I get it.
Porn.
Predators.
Catfishing.
The evil is prevalent and loud.
But so is the good.
During my first two years of motherhood, I was pretty much a loner. (Anybody relate?)
I was home all day (longing to bathe): just me, my baby, and the Internet.
I was also accustomed to having a large pool of women from which I could call someone to hang out, someone to share wisdom, someone to come over and stare at me. (Did I mention that I moved from "home" two months post-baby?)
The Internet discipled me in all things life and motherhood those two years. I read blogs like this one and this one and this one.
I found myself thanking God for the Internet.
I wasn't alone.
Sisters raised their voice to tell me so.
I have a voice.
Ain't it the truth?
If my sister(s) can be an encouragement, so can I.
At the Influence Conference, I encountered the three sweet sisters linked directly above.
I met them and they blessed my heart by encouraging me to write.
To raise my voice that there might be another one speaking out for truth & love.
They encouraged me to connect, to empower, and to be an example for the next generation.
I pray that my blog does all of these things. Well.
I want to publicly say thank you to those who worked so hard to put on a marvelous conference.
I believe your efforts make an eternal difference.
I also need to say an above-and-beyond thank you to Annie Downs. You don't know me, but I believe in your message. I think you may have wrecked me for ever having an I-get-online-sometimes life. Thank you.
Last, last thing. It was so good to worship with normal moms and dads. I know that there were also single gals & married people with no kids, but there was just something special about a room full of passionately-going-for-it worshipers + knowing that over half of these worshipers have little ones at home (or on their hip). I was so blessed by this thought. I find that corporate worship only gets sweeter as I have more to thank God for, the more that He walks with me. I sensed this in the room. The LORD has done great things for us (carried us through hard things), and we are filled with joy!
Your first paragraph cracked me up. I love this post, Ashley! And I'm so glad we got to meet in the real life! We need to get coffee soon. (Or maybe a trip to Toledo for some Chick-Fil-A. That may well be in order.)
ReplyDeleteAnd yes, yes, YES: write. The world needs your words. And, as Shauna said, the world needs more art. Keep making art, Ashley!
Real life, girl. ;) Thank you for your encouragement. I love to write. I think Influence was just the push I needed.
DeleteAlso - Chick-fil-A sounds FAB. & coffee would work too. :) I would love to get to know you better. Love to you, girl.
The internet and the influence network in particular have been a blessed community for me in transition as well and you're right, while there is a ton of evil, there is a ton of good. It's up to us how much we allow God to use our time online.
ReplyDeleteBaths come in time, and they will be so sweet. I am looking forward to hearing Annie's workshop. I have heard so many good things.
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